I've been feeling so tired lately. Relentless amount of work... just... so much work... and now I am sick :(...
I am feeling it more than ever now. This major does not want you to have a social life and do well at the same time...
I am currently scratching my brains out to finish a late homework and I haven't got a clue how to program these stupid shits in matlab.
Part of it is my fault I admit, I procrastinated...Just a little bit though... but who knew it can thoroughly kill you. 

I am on the verge of giving up. On this hw lol. I can't just give up on this major yet, I've already endured so much.

I am so tired...there's gotta be some easier way out.

 

P.S. thanks for the heads up UCSD bus driver.

Recently I am kinda losing my self, or rather losing some of my senses...

LV was fun. I like small get-aways before big, nerve-racking events such as finals. There are ups and downs to the trip but our friendship grew and that's all it matters. Losing a few $$? No prob.
I was driving along the seashore last night by myself, it felt great using my car's audio to some of its potential. The whole driving fast blasting music reminded me of a song from Jay - 一路向北。 I realized as I grew older the lyrics mean more and more to me. It's been on loop since...
After getting home, I decided to finish the song "Forget". I couldn't... even when the mood was right.
So I thought to my self:

做人有时候就像作曲,总是在同一个旋律里打转,不得自拔。

Anyways, it's time to focus on school once more, and let the small things subside.

*Drool over master chef ma's great tomato egg thingy that is super duper easy to make. Which I kindly ate, myself.

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I am gonna make this one quick before the year ends omgwtfbbq!

2010 has been nothing short of memorable moments. 
But I barely ever remember stuff so poop to that. Meh... That is what a blog is for right?! Haha!

Xmas break was pretty fulfilling.
1. Ate like a pig.
2. Slept like a pig.
3. Snowboarded like a ... PRO! That's right! I dominated one of my biggest fears in snowboarding!
4. Shopped a whole lot.
5. SGS-ed every single effing night. I am gonna miss you guys a lot :(... 
6. Met up with some long lost frds... jkjking ;D
7. Other random booboos.

Anyways. I am hoping 2011 will be another great year for all. Time goes by fast, make it count! 

Looks like I am going back to the silly-micky kind of writing style. Mood is kinda good, what can I say?!

HAPPY NEW YEARS!!! <33333

It's been one of those weeks that will remind me of a whole quarter. First quarter of junior year.

"Dayum time! You scary!"
It's so fast it's crazy. I am already more than half way through college (If I do make out alive in 4 years), but I've never encountered so much drama in such short amount of time. Everything around me seems to be either confused, angry, tired or sad. I swear these floating moods do effect me quite a lot since I can be quite of a sympathetic person at times.

I really really really want everyone to just take a deep breath and relax. Give everyone a little more room, be nicer, be a little less aggressive and especially don't use tainted minds to judge other people. It's already a blessing for us to know each other in this far away place from home, why so negative? Why so inconsiderate?

Make love, not war.